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Yeay..! I've always wanted my own sketh pad..and last month I bought it. It's just a simple book..and the cover is black.. oh God I love black colour. wish I've got enough time to decorate it..but it's okay. So, here's the picture : Front Back sorry for the bad pic ):

As you can see the title 'above'.. I'll put the photo of the socks at the end of this entry.. okay.. Today is my teacher/ustazah's wedding day. So, I went to the ceremony before zuhur..and I wear 'Baju Kurung Riau' , as you can see the picture of the dress here the picture of unmarried siblings.. So, I wear the dress and a pair of socks that's belong to my sister .. when I'm at the ceremony, my friend noticed it..and she said to my other friends, "Eh, cube tengok stokin admin, comel la.." I was like *hiding my socks dalam kain* lol .. it's funny when I remember it.. I thought it is a bad idea to wear something like that..'couse sometimes I get so weird, I even freak myself out but that's my style doe.. So, here the picture..I will call it.. The Goth Punk Socks..! just being myself so, what do you think about the socks..?

01:20 a.m @ 16th Sept 2011 "Innalillahi wa inna ilaihi raji`un..." ..was the only word that came out from my mouth when I woke up from my sleep after my sister wake me up this morning. I just can't believe that my grandpa has passed away..it's just..I'm still not ready to bear it. Ya Allah, please give me strength to face it. He passed away soon after my uncle finished read Yaasin . I'm sorry for my cousin because today is his akad's day..and I think, he must be really sad on his big day. Last night I saw him with tears in his eyes, and his brother like 'I can't believe this..' ..we all feel the same. Last thing I do at the funeral is..I kiss my grandpa's forehead. After that I burst into tears... So, tonight, there's tahlil at my grandpa's house. We'll pray to Allah, may He bless him. My Grandpa wish is to die in the day of barakah, that is Friday, yaumul jumu`ah and it's came true.. Bless you grandpa..may you...

Bismillahirrahmanirrahim.... Assalamualaikum... entry kali ni,,pcl,,ntah la...erm,,,saje je nk feeling2 kali ni..hehe... Hebat nya cinta Allah xdpt kita bandingkn dengan cinta makhluk2.. bahkan cinta Allah ni lebih hebat drpd cinta seorang ibu kepada anaknya. Biasalah manusia, kadang2 xbersyukur akan nikmat2 yang telah Allah kurniakan..kadang2 manusia xnmpak macam mana Allah tunjukkan rase cintaNya. Allah xde la nk tunjuk sayangnya Allah pd seseorg hamba tu dengan membelai, mengusap..xde la camtu,,tpi lagi hebat Allah tunjukkn nya dgn perantaraan makhluk2... contoh macam parents kite, sbnrnye kalo ikutkn mereka xsayang pn dekat kite, tpi Allah lh yg meletakkan perasaan sayang tu dlm diri mereka, yang mana Allah nak tunjukkan yang Allah sayang hamba tersebut.. jAdi kite kene selalu lah bersyukur dengan nikmat2 Allah,,krn nikmat2 Allah ni juge menunjukkan rse kasih sayang Allah kepada kita.. Care kite nk syukur bukan sahaje dengan mengatakan Alhamdulillah~ , tpi kite kene jgak perbanyak...

Dlm entry kali ni sy sertakn gmbar2 raye tahun 2011M @ 1432H. Enjoy ye ~ .. nasi himpit ummi long zikri(ank sedara yg pertame)duk tonton otomen zero ngah khalil(ank sdare yg ke2,,yg ni versi china) hannan(our first niece) photo of the unmarried siblings from our family and,,the LAST.. SURPRISE!!! hehe.. THE END